working hard for my exam now....

i feel so sad that i have to force myself to improve my English everyday. Such as, read reference books and English newspaper.

but when i have free time, i will start daydreaming. The most horrible is that i still live in the past.

Remember the memory that we had. i cant force myself to stop my dreaming~! What the fuck had u did for me? Why cant i just have my new life? Can u just get out of my sight? Get out of my brain~!

when i was in hostel alone, the tears started to come out of my eyes......the memories started to fly in my brain.

pls give me a way to forget all this................... suffering............~!!!!!

i know we are not soul mate......we did not fit each other........i just want a simple life and a better half who always cares about me..........