i didn't upgrade my blog for a long time~~
i just saw my friend's blog, she used english to write her blog, therefore i try it now~~

i am having my final exam now~~~ so nervous~~~ but nervous can't help me to change my results~~~
after i finish my school examination, i will take part in SPM......... i haven't ready yet....
i dun know how to do my science exam paper.... because i study Account in Chinese Independant school~~~
but i can't fail it~!!!! i wan to study chemical in university~~~~

before that. i am involve in a drama~~~ i am a character inside the drama~~~ i felt excited~~~
next saturday is my performing day~~~ i hope i can do my best on that day~~~
the drama called Cinderella~~~ it is a love story~~~ but a lot of different compare to the real Cinderella~~~
this will be my unforgettable experience for me~~~~

i am really don't have mood to read now~~~
haizz.......i know i am worrying something, but i can't get it~~~

i have no idea what university should i go for study.....
i think i can't choose university, because my result is really bad...
there are no university will accept me~!!!!!
why my life so dark???

isn't 2012, the last year for us to live it earth??
there are many result to show that......
if the earth is gone, where we go??
what should i do if i know that the earth is going to die??
i hope i can die with my lover.....
how romantic is that??
2012, i just 21 years old~~~
i hope it is a fake news....
i have a lots of things haven't done yet~~~~
i haven't marry, haven't give birth, haven't get a job, haven't buy a car, haven't....haven't......haven't........

for u, what will u do in year 2012??

我一直以为我永远都会是一个幸福的小孩。。。
原来真的没有任何东西是绝对的。。。
没有东西是永远的。。。
我没有想过，家会有散的机会。。。
以前我看过很多家很惨的小孩。。。
我不能体会到他们的感受。。。
现在我懂了。。。。
很痛。。。很痛。。。。
已经痛到不知怎样形容了。。。。

最近家里发生了很多事。。很不想让外人懂。。但我真的无法再忍受了。。
为什么我爸爸会是这种人？？？ 他让我觉得心寒。。他已经不是我的爸爸了。。
我的爸爸不会伤害妈妈的。。连嫲嫲也不会的。。。
发生这种事，就只是因为一个工人。。。值得吗？？？
我的家就散了吗？？？